OnlyM - what it meant to me? Lyrics

I just wanted to know
Could you save me
I don't need it no more
Can you still love me
I've been f*cked up you see
I've been trying
I've been mourning
I've been hoping for you to see me now
I've been f*cked up you see, still
I've been falling off, see, you see?
I've been stuck forever here
I wonder what it meant to me
Curse me, I've been falling out in your dreams
Cause I am waiting for you to decide if you love me
Wonder if I'm not in your notion
Wonder what you believe in for
You've been silent
I've been praying
Hope it ended now
I've been searching
I've been waiting
I've been reckless no
I've been falling off in, deep
Cause the way that you acting lets your ego aside
I don't know what you want, I couldn't be more?
I've been trying
Don't know exactly why
I've been stuck forever here
I wonder what it meant to me?