Onyx the Warrior - Creature, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Either way you play it there ain't a way around it
They love you for an image I hope it's you who found it
Before I lay to rest let me state my case
I degress when I'm depressed I find a way to numb the pain
I've been popping pills since the tenth grade
When I lost my mom they made me feel okay
Some Henny for my thoughts keep my dreams at bay
Wake up with night terrors I'ma pair it with a Xanny shake
I remember I never used to be this way
I used to see the beauty now all I see is fake
They used to know the real me Elijah died his fate
Twisted it was bound to break then Onyx came to save the day
F*ck you if you hating you will never know me
I don't even know myself I'm barely holding
To a sliver of hope I heard the path was golden
Full of holy rollers claim their potion potent knock 'em over
If I got a story bitch then I'ma tell it
Finally seeing through the bullshit you been selling
It's IE 'till the death of me but AZ put some breath in me
Every rapper next to me is next to be most definitely
Cooking with some southern western recipe you're stressing me
Flying with some blinders Hope I'm where I'm meant to be shit
Cuz there's nowhere left for me to go
Open road burdened soul
Fill the hole and take me home
Drowning in this ocean my only hope has sunk
Stuck here in a moment there's nowhere to run
Purgatory fitting for the things I've done
Picking through the pieces for some reason keep me staying strong
Yeah I'm never sober but it's not enough
I can see my reflection in this empty cup
Leaning on a crutch it won't hold me up
They can see this creature I become now they show me love
Drowning in this ocean my only hope has sunk
Stuck here in a moment there's nowhere to run
Purgatory fitting for the things I've done
Picking through the pieces for some reason keep me staying strong
Yeah I'm never sober but it's not enough
I can see my reflection in this empty cup
Leaning on a crutch it won't hold me up
They can see this creature I become now they show me love