Nevertheless Video (MV)

I still feel so bad and the fact that I feel so bad is making me sad
Never the less I want to give hope and happiness to everyone
Even though it's so hard for me
I nearly always try to give away some joy and fun
Some joy and fun
No one can tell me how long I have to feel so weak
While others seem to be so strong
While seems to be so strong
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
I have to be and I want to go on
I have to and I want to go on
More than three years now my state of health is standing still
Everyday feeling sick and being ill
Can't stand the look of the not helping pill, just can't stand the look
Always forcing myself to meet someone to write and draw
Talk to someone to play the keyboard or guitar
To walk to clean too weak to run
The light is dark and there is no fun
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
I have to and I want to go on
I have to and I want to go on
No sight of change, but memories in times when agony began
People, prophets, politicians, prayers saying it's just part of the plan
That's nonsense 'cause I know who I am
I know who I am
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
Never the less like everything and everyone
I have to be strong
I have to and I want to go on
I have to and I want to go on