Oscar Leonov - Elegy for Lost Youth, and Other Thoughts I've Had Lyrics

There's a needle in my skin, but it's prize isn't crimson and thin
It drains me and I've fought it too long
Everyone I've loved, everyone I've wronged is falling away from me
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
How can you leave me this way?
I am the son of god, and I'll turn your tears into wine
So we'll drink and we'll grow fat from grief and I'll laugh and I'll laugh and I'll laugh
While you catalyse the dying of the light behind our eyes
Where have you taken me? I must reclaim what I lost
Where have you taken me? I must reclaim what I lost
I gave birth to a single flame, it burned my soul it burned me up it burned me up
It told me that I'm apathetic, that we don't have much time left
And now it's too late to take back all your wasted breaths
Where have you taken me?
I am a dead thing and so are you
I am a dead thing and so are you