Oscar Merry - Absences (Live) Lyrics

Facing death without a crutch
The bottle held me up by putting me to bed
And taking was never enough
Throwing up my conscience into a kitchen sink
They say growing old is tough
But not growing old is harsher don't you think?
Say I can't make this up
Say you're so sorry it doesn't mean
Anything
Hold me down again
Clawing absences into my skin
Is this all it takes
These will be the happiest days I live
But I'm so ashamed
We're all lost anyway
All I wanted was one more f*cking day
He was never yours to take
More, I need more, give me more
Until I'm less
F*cking heaven blessed
Hold me down again
Clawing absences into my skin
Is this all it takes
These will be the happiest days I live
But I'm so ashamed
We're all lost anyway
Hold me
Down
Again