Closer Video (MV)

I been close
But I also been real far
Seen my close friends
Turn to zombies cause the pill jar
At 16 is when I found out
These bitches wild
Told me that she on the pill
But somehow she pregnant now
I was a virgin
I was still learning
Sad part about condoms
All over the floor
Sad part about it
Shawdy told me go raw
Fast forward plittset
We was repping
Had some lost souls
Who didn't get it
We was bout peace
Had some lost souls
Who didn't get it
So we had beef
I was taking steps in the front
So we all eat
Couple ninjas round me got cold feet
Couple ninjas round me couldn't see the vision
Couple ninjas round me didn't get the mission
I was moving forward
They was moving backwards
Had to kill plittset
Start another chapter
Now I write about life
Chapter after chapter
Couple pages of these verses
Starting to hit the surface
I be surfing
Flow dread
And the rocket's Otto
I be surfing
Flow dread
And the rocket's Otto
Construction with these dictionary functions
No punch ins
When I'm locked in
Ain't no punch ins
I does this
Bar after bar
On some drunk shit
I need food on my plate
This some lunch shit

I love my moms
But a ninja had to move out
Man of the house
And any building that I step in
A weapon
My mind is such a f*cking lethal weapon
Protection cause these bars sick
I'm congested
I'm just tryna flood the streets
Like an infection
I ain't tryna be hard
This ain't no erection
A Lesson
I'm standing here preaching to my people
No matter what they tell you King
I swear we all equal
Surrounded by evil
Influenced by hate
I done climbed so many obstacles
And still kept faith
That's major perseverance
My Grandma here in spirit
She loving all these lyrics
Say her grandson the Goat
I can't hear but I feel it
If I dream it
I achieve it
I know what I've become
The pressure weigh a ton
But I never ever fold
My heart turned cold
My soul f*cked up
But it's mine I ain't see it