Outer - A Detour Lyrics

I'm running from the ghosts my head has made up
I'm falling into the deep hole I dug myself
(This is something new, not what I thought)
Burdened by the way I see things
This detour keeps me chained
I am sinking
I want to wake up
I am losing
My way back home
Born to be
Every single rebuild of me
Overwhelmed, I am still
Looking for connections that shut me down
What I see kills the Gods I believe in
All I see, collapsing stars over me
"Everything changes" I'm making up
I don't want you to think I am insane
"Everything changes" I'm making up
I just want you to know I'm not crazy
Maybe I'm sick inside
I can't discern reality from fantasy
Maybe I'm sick
But the reflections in mirrors are not really me
I've lived inside the same unaltered loop
So many times, I felt my cold body growing roots
"Everything changes" I'm making up
I don't want you to think I am insane
"Everything changes" I'm making up
I just want you to know I'm not crazy
Maybe I'm sick inside
I can't discern reality from fantasy
Maybe I'm sick
But the reflections in mirrors are not really me
A different reflection of me
Wish I knew what's so wrong about me
Time is still
When I fall and can't get back up again
Wish I knew what's so wrong about me
Time is still
When I fall and can't get back up again
Born to be
Born to be
Every single rebuild of me
Born to be
Sinking deep
Born
(Born to be, born to be)
To be everything
(Born to be everything)
Maybe I am sick inside
Maybe I am sick inside, inside
Please tell me that I'm ok
That isn't all in my mind
Please tell me that I'm ok
That isn't all in my mind
Please tell me that I'm ok
That isn't all in my mind
Please tell me that I'm ok
That isn't all in my mind
Please tell me that I'm ok
That isn't all in my mind
Show me which face you see
In the thousand shards of me
Maybe I'm sick inside
I can't discern reality from fantasy
Maybe I'm sick
I see a different reflection of me
Maybe I'm sick inside
Maybe I'm sick inside
Maybe I'm sick inside
I see a different reflection of me
Wish I knew what's so wrong about me
Time is still
When I fall and can't get back up again
Wish I knew what's so wrong about me
Time is still when I fall and I can't get up again