Tell me I've never felt this way
Harboring hate just backslide to decay
You're passive aggressive while states away
Don't try and change me to avoid self shame
And I know I haunt your dreams
Yet I breathe so easily
Knowing you're losing sleep because of me. (Because of me)
Back and forth I'm bound to confusion
With you there's never any conclusion
You stripped me of my choice at such a young age
I'm fully plagued
Wrong to have a mind of my own and a sin to have these thoughts
Nothing that I've learned is what I've been taught
Nothing that I've learned is what I've been taught
Bury my name in your selfish words
Lessons in my life, with no bit assured
And my progress is none of your concern
You'll get what you deserve
Bury my name in your selfish words
Lessons in my life, with no bit assured
And my progress is none of your concern
You'll get what you deserve
Back and forth I'm bound to confusion
With you there's never any conclusion
You stripped me of my choice at such a young age. I'm fully plagued
Wrong to have a mind of my own and a sin to have these thoughts
Nothing that I've learned is what I've been taught
Nothing that I've learned is what I've been taught
I hope this weight is enough knowing this is all about you
To put the blame on my shoulders and hate myself was something I never wanted to do
You staple on a convincing disguise
Distorted truth behind deceiving eyes
Shed your skin, you're no different