OXH - Growing Pains (feat. AP) Lyrics

(OXH Shit)
My whole world at war
Its got me diggin', through the trenches
And I'm asking will the trials, produce more than A sentence
Growing Pains
Back before everything changed
Before the days
Back-breakin'
Shack-shakin'
Brand-spankin' with the track makin'
Where I'm from it seems they fact-hatin'
I don't f*ck with it
I don't think I'm ever getting over this
I'm molding this
Please don't worry bout my status I ain't postin' shit
I ain't postin' it
I got a bucket filled with gas
It just won't fit in the jar
I got a hand full of that ass
Can't fit no more in my palm
She likes me for my drive
She fell asleep in my car
She'll never switch up
'Cause she knows that I'm on
Yeah
My influence is influenza sick
I see nothing I hear nothing
I don' feel shit
A dull scent of adolescence, an empty fifth
And two thirds of me wants to end this f*ckin shit
And I got tired of my brain
Making it so hard to breathe
Everything happening before my eyes
Making it so hard to blink
Felt like a giant in New York
But now I might just call a shrink
And I'm feelin' 'hella selfish
When I try to do me, my mind
Collin Farrell I been trapped in the booth
Can't fit myself in a box
'Cause it was never meant for me
Whatever this game has got to throw
I'll give it all the best of me
It ain't my destiny to starve and
Watch the rest 'em eat
But self destructive tendencies
Have taken over mentally
Eventually I'll watch helplessly as my identity Acceptably experiences
The penalties of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
(Until I Rest In Peace)
From the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
Experience the penalties
Of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
(Rest in peace)
Never sleepin' now a days
I'm more wide awake
Eyes dilate, at a higher rate
Give me, give me peace
Or it's mine to take
Everything's at stake
When you move through
Rooms do, voodoo
Do you think you got a blues clue?
Uh
Tell me who's who
Uh
Uh
Who you came with?
Look around the room in awe
Filled with inspiration
Fill my cup up to par with that dedication
And roll me up a blunt filled with limitations
I open minds up likes the blinds up
Eye a line up with the high ups
Can't deny us, we the flyest
You tired of us
My whole team has got the Midas touch
We fo' deep and no sleep
Runnin' on fumes of the OG
My old me, told me that I owe me
I just do this by my lonely
And I got tired of my brain
Making it so hard to breathe
And I got high off the pain
Making it so hard to leave
But fallin' never felt so free
But fallin' never felt so free
(But falling never felt so free)
And I'm just dying to live (I'm just dying)
Runnin' 'til the death of me (Running, running)
Runnin' 'til the death of me (Running, running)
Running 'til the death of me
I'm just dying to live
Yet falling never felt so me
But self destructive tendencies
Have taken over mentally
Eventually I'll watch helplessly as my identity Acceptably experiences
The penalties of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
(Until I Rest In Peace)
From the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
Experience the penalties
Of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
(Rest in peace)
But self destructive tendencies
Have taken over mentally
Eventually I'll watch helplessly as my identity Acceptably experiences
The penalties of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
(Until I Rest In Peace)
From the death of me
Until I Rest In Peace
Experience the penalties
Of this empathy
Don't know what I'm running from
I'm running 'til the death of me
(Rest in peace)