Why do I always help all the wrong people?
Why do I give myself to the wrong people?
Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people?
Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though
Woah woah woah, woah, woah woah woah woah woah cause it's on me though
Woah woah woah, woah, woah woah woah woah woah cause it's on me though
As I got older got more in depth with myself
I hate depending on anyone else
I hate trusting people cause trust in people is never equal
Thought I'd see you comin, but since when has evil become see through
It creeps you late night in the shadows lurking
Or day time acting like we perfect, still things I can't come to terms with
That changed me as a person, I'm aware now
I'm careful who I care about, I won't let them tear down, what I've been working torwards,
Ain't even music, I'm talking true shit
Mind body and soul, I won't let them abuse it
I gave my all to people who don't deserve it and it put a burden
On everything because I'm hurting, But I'm still learning
I Take it one step at a time, though it's running through my mind
How could I be so blind to the signs
How could you be so kind yet so disguised
Im so surprised, eyes open wide
Just I hope to find how to cope inside
Why do I always help all the wrong people?
Why do I give myself to the wrong people?
Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people?
Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though
Why do I always help all the wrong people?
Why do I give myself to the wrong people?
Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people?
Questions that I ask myself
Yeah, over reflective on every connection,
Feel like I'm losing myself to what they're expecting
Now Every move I make, feel like I second guess it
Indecisive, inner mind says, that it's only in your mind and
You lettin it get to you now, What happened to old P?
The one that didn't give a f*ck, and bet they all they gone see
I don't have the answer, but I been tryna find it
I think these unexpected switch ups in my life could be behind it
Maybe losing people left and right, will prep for future life, been
Tryna keep my future bright, despite whatever news they writing
But it's bothersome, I can't even talk to them
Put them on a pedestal so high, could only fall from there
Guess that's where I went wrong with them
Guess my own expectations out of reach, I set the bar for them
Well here's another bar for them, Imma write my wrongs, you tell em I said what's up though
Reality gone hit, won't save em, they let the trust fall,
Yeah
Why do I always help all the wrong people?
Why do I give myself to the wrong people?
Why do I share the wealth with the wrong people?
Questions that I ask myself cause it's on me though