PaidLIfe - Reminisce Lyrics

Put you first just like you wanted
Gave you me you took for granted
Now here I am at 28

How did we go from movies on tuesdays
To all our memories packed in a suitcase?
Carried the weight for you for far too long

Even though I loved you you know I had to leave
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me
And they say time heals all wounds
But you wounds cut so deep
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me

Where do I start from? All the voice in my head they be driving me nuts
Like I wake in the morning and day haven't started my head would be banging alot
Think about mah future fr fam it's all blurry asf
Like crying out for help but this tin don't feel like tears dropping at all
When is my days? I think it's when me and her just chillin'
Then we get in an argument and it feels like my whole damn world is cripplin'
I don't want to think I don't want to start
The next thing I know I'm smatching my stuff
I'm filled up with rage I'm lost up in anger
Anxiety crips started waying me down
But still
I'm champion to the world fam I'm champion to your girl
I'm champion to mah hood and my family I'm champion I can tell
Winners recognise winners here every champion needs a belt fam
Yohhh
And I can tell

Even though I loved you you know I had to leave
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me
And they say time heals all wounds
But you wounds cut so deep
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me

While growing in the hood I was locked up while hoping for fam I was boxed up
People thought I was quite I was wierd but in truth I was locked up and scared
But I knew I had that mindset that one day I'll make it out and I'll be heard
Never had it clean I was in conflicts kids thought it was fun like sexing

Even though I loved you you know I had to leave
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me
And they say time heals all wounds
But you wounds cut so deep
I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me