Pala - What I So Fear Lyrics

I don't mind
The cold shoulder this time
Watch me etch mistakes
Line by line
I guess I've earned your spite
At least half a million times
Perpetuating little lies
I hide behind my eyes
I'll just suffer more in my mind
More than I do in real life

I think I'd find, I should take my own advice
And try to figure out my life

I didn't mean to waste your time
I've had a lot on my mind

A constant toil of
Pride and countless comparisons
Manifesting into tongues
Licking the wounds I freshly cut

Shedding the skin of condition
To lead a life with fierce conviction

Is this what I so fear?
Is this what I so fear?

Is this what I so fear?
Losing these myths I hold so dear?
Is this what I so fear?
To shed feigned dreams that I endear?

I didn't mean to waste such time
Lost in all the thoughts in my mind
I should be grateful to be alive
To truly love this thing called life

Maybe it's what I fear
Maybe it's what I fear

It's what I fear
It's what I fear