Paolo Meep - Forever Lyrics

Nothing lasts forever what you trying to make it last for
The high don't ever last we all headed on a crash course
I'm starting to lose control I kick my feet up on the dashboard
Slowly letting go of this life I never asked for
Trying to save my soul
Walking on this road alone with nowhere left to go
I see heaven when I'm looking through the rope
And am I holding on for nothing I can't find a way to cope
I'm just hoping that there's something more than substances I smoke

Talking to the devil and the angel on my shoulders
About the problems that I'm facing when I'm sober
I was over by the ledge
Self reflecting looking down at all my wrongs
Cause I want to set them right before I'm gone
I never wanted more from life
I just want to find my peace
I been staying up all night
Barely getting any sleep
Tired of wasting all this time
Break this cycle that's been moving on repeat
I was down for too long trying to get back on my feet

I can't shake this feeling
I've been crying out for help
It's been a couple years and I'm still having trouble with my health
Repeating like a broken record I don't talk to no one else
About the way that I be feeling I just keep it to myself
I know that I can't run away forever
It's time to face the problem in my mirror
I can't blame nobody else