Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
I felt lost like I was just walking this road
No purpose in sight like I'm on it alone
I had interests but nothing I was calling a goal
No legacy destination I was longing to go
I never knew inside I had song in my soul
But music was sanctuary and I saw it as home
So instead of me trying to talk I just wrote
And my heart didn't grow no more soft it just froze
Now I'm rapping on the defensive, have to be just aggressive
Passive is what I left and going back to it's just a death wish
Because music's how I combat the nastiest of intentions
I feel like it was the answer to me asking you for protection
I'm feeling brand new like it's nothing I can't do
Living like I was something that nothing can stand to
With invincible traits, people be giving me hate
But with this rhythm I made, nothing can get in my way
So please hear me God my message to you is simple
I need a sign or some sort of a proven signal
Because I don't wanna keep going but I'd feel stupid if I had all these
Problems and didn't ask you to do the things that you do fix them
This is more than an option here for me
There may be other routes, but the alternate paths just not as real to me
My only outlet's rhyming viciously so if I lose the
Music than I'm losing more than just a possibility
Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
Dear God, I really need your hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
You've broken down walls and moved mountains and hills
That's I couldn't climb, that's too high to be real
You've jammed up the gun when I'm bout to get killed
And you've thrown me a raft when I'm drowned in the feels
They said it was impossible traveling from the bottom up
Problems were insurmountable now I'm stomping on top of em
They say success just isn't probable because I never
Went to college and I really wasn't the scholar type in school
When I was kinda screwed I was the one you took a driver to
Every time that I failed a test or had missing assignments due
You got me through even when my grades went down the tube
I still had walked across the stage in front of all my doubters too
Then I was working minimum wage
While I felt the flame of anxiety diminish my brain
But still money ain't an issue because it's finna be gained
And it's saved so I ain't gotta be working plenty of days
But instead I'll be grinding out perfecting this craft
Protecting the raps from anything rejected as bad
That I may write, record, produce, master, or make rhyme
It's game time, no way I ain't trying
I know that you be giving me the keys like a landlord
Daily I dream about the empire you have for me, I ran toward it
Because I know if all that's possible thru you
Then I figure me not giving up has gotta be crucial
Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold
Dear God, I really need a hand to hold
Please take me up to heights unimaginable
Lead me and guide me down this rapping road
Because this feels like the only way I have to go
I can't deal with this stress alone
So I'm begging now God please help my soul
Because the way I feel I want to just let this go
And just fade away until it nothing left to hold