Anxiety Video (MV)

So many setbacks in my life
You would've thought I'm cursed
Both emotional and physical pain
Don't know which was worse
This anxiety won't stop me
Neither will their words
I heard it more than a few times
Bullshits for the birds
I'm coming up
I'm going up
I know you f*cken heard
I left my city recently
But still out there in words
I'm actually glad that I struggled
There was a lot I learned
I'm taking every lesson with me
Til I f*cken burn
These feelings held me back too long
And people made it worse
I made a change
I stayed away
And now the tables turned
Now it's the money and my future
That I'm putting first
Don't even care how it gets done
As long as this shit works
I'm Paramount
No I'm not selfish
But it's myself first
Only been here since 99
But there's a lot I've learned
My homie Kevin got smoked
We were close
So that shit hurt
Knowing we'll never chill again
Makes my anxiety worse
I'm thankful for the ones
That chose to never change on me
And f*ck you to the ones
That ever put some blame on me
They used to put me down
It always felt like shame on me
But now it's shame on you
Cause ima put a name on me
I know they're talking still
But it's okay let's wait and see
They don't know
I found the Crabby Patty recipe
They're talking down on me
But that won't change the way I think
I'm staying true to me
Until the day I rest in peace
Getting dissed
No long causes an effect on me
You got me bent
If you think you'll ever be phasing me
My life has been hard
But I know that patience is key
So ima wait and see
What becomes my reality
So many setbacks in my life
You would've thought I'm cursed
Both emotional and physical pain
Don't know which was worse
This anxiety won't stop me
Neither will their words
I heard it more than a few times
Bullshits for the birds
I'm coming up
I'm going up
I know you f*cken heard
Despite who puts me down
I know I'm coming up for sure
It's kind of sad to know
That they can not run out of words
But if it's ever that severe
I'll put them in the dirt
You can't be scared of change
Sometimes that's what it takes to make things work
You must adapt to your surroundings
Always strive for first
I know that people talk
And sometimes that shit really hurts
But we must learn to be numb to it
And to keep our worth
I'm feeling blessed
I'm going up
I'm obviously not cursed
Every pain made me better
Never made me worse
This anxiety can't stop me
Neither can their words
What is said brings no concern
These people love to chirp