partyguest - Wasting Lyrics

I'm wastin'
Wastin' all my time
I've been smoking
I ain't gonna lie
It feels nice

It's so silly, the way I fall in love
I wanna open up
But I keep hidin'
I'm shy like all the time
You aren't the first time
But god it feels so right

Been eatin'
Eatin' all the time
This don't feel good
My stomach is my mind
Sometimes, I wanna die

It's so silly
The way I fall in love
I've gotta open up
But, I keep hiding
I'm shy like all the time
You aren't the first time
But god it feels so right

Please wake me
When I can't see
The knife's in deep
Please wait for me

I wanna make it feel like
I can do anything in my mind
Well, I am my only obstacle
I've been blind

I've been blind