Spider on the table crawling
Men are looking at it as it goes
Under its spell
History repeats itself
The first time's sad, the second time's a farce
I never should've wanted more
Stranger inside my head
Taking much but giving less
Solitude is something that I crave
But this thing wants everything
Doppelgänger filling my shoes
Thinking my thoughts, living my truth
Friends and family are all worried
Haven't been home in months because
I've seem to lost my way again
Wandering in ignorance
Looks like I have let deceit
Get the very best of me
Hurt everyone that I love
But hurt myself most of all
How will I bounce back from this
Dug myself an endless pit
Can't seem to climb out of it
It's my fault
But Something brings me right back home
Your touch tells me I'm not alone
The car swerves itself off the road
And there he lays
The demon's gaze
Up in flames
And I don't want to be
The man I once knew
I bury him with glee
His tombstone says now
Shadrach Rest In Peace
He's deep in the ground
I just walk away
I keep my head down