Percy IV - sorry Lyrics

Remembering back when I cared
Remembering back when I dared
Remembering moments we shared
Remembering kisses that flared
Remembering when I was scared
To tell you I love you
To tell you I need you
The feelings that bleed through
The thoughts that you see through
Remember I told you I always would love you
I always did love you...
The spark in your eyes
The dark in your lies
We used to get high
I used to not cry
I gave you my heart
You took it apart
And left me in dark
And left me to find my way back through the art
Of writing down lines and rapping and shit
Of shedding off feelings through words that I spit
I hate you and love you and f*ck I'm a bitch
F*ck getting rich
F*ck all the shit that they say
Let the time pass it'll all be okay
Stuck thinking 'bout you all night and all day
F*ck you for leaving and going away
F*ck you for promising that you would stay
I'm broken and empty and needing a way
To find a place that I can keep myself sane
My heart is with you and I need you today
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows
And I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off
And f*cked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared
And you gave me life
And you gave me will
And you gave me hope
When there's nothing to feel
I'm feeding on lust
I'm feeding on anger
Tore me apart
There's no me to savor
Deep down inside, I still f*cking crave her
I still f*cking crave her
I crave her skin
I crave her body
I crave the sin
I crave everything that we had been
Drowning down bottles of gin
Feelings our heads start to spin
Feeling the lights start to dim
Feeling my thoughts start to thin
Feeling her body her skin
F*cking with no discipline
Left with emotions within
I'm going down under
I'm going in pain
Blood on the walls, tears down the drain
I find myself conscious of thoughts so insane
Trippin down memory lane
More like I'm smoking to weed out the pain
More like I'm drowning to wash out the stains
It's raining and storming and here come the waves
Despite all the shit, it's still her that I crave
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows
And I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off
And f*cked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared
In the end does it even matter
Cold and alone and I'm left to shatter
Feeling like another dumb hopeless rapper
How can I move on when you were my answer
I don't even know what there is to do
Staring at the wall and I still see you
There on my screens, haunting my dreams
I do not know what it means
Look maybe one day I'll find someone new
And maybe that day there'll be a better you
But my feelings right now point all to you
My feelings right now feel all so true
Now you know moving on is not an option
You can try to let me go but let me go with caution
Feelings that are here will be forever lasting
And the day will come where I come back asking
For you, for what we had
A second chance, now please don't be mad
We can try again, this time won't be sad
And we'll get right, this time we'll add
More passion, more virtue, more trust
Compassion, and I will not hurt you I must
Show you I've changed and I've swept up the dust
Have faith and believe and just... trust
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows
And I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off
And f*cked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go
I'm sorry that I cared