Perspective - Times Tables Lyrics

Time to face the fact that time is moving on
With or without me
I'm bending my spine
I hope that I can realign
All the things I thought I start to contradict
The different things that make me tick
Melt in my mind
I hope that something sticks to me hopefully
I don't wanna die here alone
Haven't been smoking while my teeth rot here inside my face
Haven't been drinking while my teeth rot here inside my face
But I've been creeping while my teeth rot here inside my face
But I've been sleeping while my teeth rot here inside my face
When I finally look around
My feet stuck to the ground
I think it's finally time for change
Go to work then to sleep wake up early shower eat and repeat
While I day dream of the things that I didn't do
Cause I try and I fail and when I do I think of everyone else
Of the times where I knew the taste of defeat
24 hour days it's not enough to keep the monsters at bay
Let alone try to find a bit of relief
Disbelief bittersweet there's not a thing to say to keep it discreet
I've got time only time and it's ticking by