Ever since we started going out again
I could swear my mouths been dry
Coz every little weed that I'd been working on
Is now impossible to hide
And I'm crying when I least expect it
Hiding in a homeware section
Trying to keep my head from falling off
Even sex is now a source of tension
Struggling with my own redemption
Drowning in an antiseptic wash
Could you tell me what it feels like to be happy in
A crowd again
Used to find it all so easy now I'm crashing
After anything
(Ooo)
Ever since we started going out again
I've been overthinking
The internet exacerbates the state
I'm in Still my screen time's rising
And I'm sleeping in when I should get up
Who said 32's old enough
To know what you are and what you're not
Sends me west to think my parents had three kids by now
And i'm still forgetting bags when I go do the big shop
Could you tell me what it feels like to be happy in
A crowd again
Used to find it all so easy now I'm crashing
After anything
(Ooo)
Am I sick?
Or do I just need to get used to this?
I feel sick
How could anybody get used to this
So scared of losing it all again
Think I'll hide away a bit longer then
Could you tell me what it feels like to be happy in
A crowd again
Used to find it all so easy now I'm crashing
After anything
I'm crashing
After anything
Don't you know I'm crashing
After anything
I'm crashing
(Ooo)"