So Much on My Mind Video (MV)

Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme
Lately I been having
I got so much on mind
I got so much on my
I got so much on my mind
With nobody to talk to
I got so much on my mind
My life a rollercoaster like I'm tatsu
I got so much on my mind
I feel I'm running out of time
I got so much on my mind
Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme
Sitting in the booth taking pills
Pouring up some drank not a lil
Tryna drown my sorrows and my feels
I think it's time for me to keep it real
Lately I feel like I'm by myself
Lately I don't care about my health
Lately I don't even check my mail
Lately I feel like I been in hell
Okay
Lately I been tripping I been hiding out yeah
I been in my room all day don't feel like climbing out yeah
I been MIA like crazy put them sirens out yeah
I'm the one that's going crazy watchu crying about bitch
I been drinking I been smoking I'm so high right now yeah
This the last thing I should do but I'm riding out yeah
Should I call my ex or not I can't decide right now yeah
I don't give a f*ck what happens guess we finding out yeah
Staring out the window pane dealing with my pain
Think I drove everybody off they on a different lane
One day I grew up then nothing was the same
I got so much on my mind got so much on my brain
I got so much on my mind
With nobody to talk to
I got so much on my mind
My life a rollercoaster like I'm tatsu
I got so much on my mind
I feel I'm running out of time
I got so much on my mind
Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme
I been praying hard for better days
I feel like nothing ever go my way
Intoxicate myself like everyday
Just hoping that it take the pain away
I'm puffing got the smoke up in my face
Ashes they be falling out my tray
So gone I might as well just relocate
Feeling like I'm bout to fade away okay
Lately I been gone can't get a hold of me no
I been feeling like everybody been so cold to me woah
I don't need nobody else to come and roll with me no
Stress done got the best of me feel like an older me woah
I feel like a ghost cause don't nobody notice me no
I can't even stand up straight up don't know what's holding me woah
I can't take it nomore I done lost control of me no
I been screaming loud gripping my rosary woah
Staring in the mirror I feel like I'm going insane
Should I cut my vain and let my blood drip down the drain
I'm doing too much I'm acting outta frame
I got so much on my mind got so much on my brain
I got so much on my mind
With nobody to talk to
I got so much on my mind
My life a rollercoaster like I'm tatsu
I got so much on my mind
I feel I'm running out of time
I got so much on my mind
Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme
Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme
Lately I been having trouble putting it in a rhyme