You knew me so well
And I couldn't tell
That I was wrong
And you couldn't stop me
Cause I couldn't tell
That I'd done wrong
You know me well
And how I get stuck
Damn neuro-divergence
Plus my heart be virgin
So pure for love
At least I be hoping
Cause with all I smoking
It's all that be left to
Be, and what little
I got left in my skull
Is writing this song
So I can let go
I know you forgive me
For being so dumb
And I'd like to believe
That life did us wrong
In having this ended
Hoping that this time
Things will play out right
And we will still talk like in high school
Cause dammit, you saved me
With yo life you gave me
Had friends there, and
They tried to help me
But things never worked
Was stuck in denial
Denied suicidal
But that thought was bridal
Held onto my brain
It drove me insane
Till I learned to love you
Forgot what I knew
Cause your wonderful smell
Of cinnamon smoke
And cigarette sticks
They had me in awe
Cause never before
Did I ever think
That I would love
The smell of smoke before
I knew from then
I loved you
You knew me so well
And I couldn't tell
That I'd done wrong
Had my heart on my sleeve
So couldn't believe
That I was wrong
And I'll wear you like
The heart I left out for you
I will be true
I promise that to you
Cause life has been hard on you
So I'll push through
Cause your wonderful smell
Of cinnamon smoke
And cigarette sticks
They had me in awe
Cause never before
Did I ever think
That I would love
The smell of smoke before
I knew from then
I loved you
And I never learned to love
The man I was before
I never looked back at my past
And regretted what I adored
But now I see
Yea it's plain to me
The man I was before
No care for his life
But the life where he could love you more
So I'll wait up
I'll push through
I'll be true
I promised you
That I'll be
There for you
That I'll be
Your support
I don't care
Know we ain't
Flames no more
But the spark
Never fade
Heat was there
Heart is here
There will be
Smoke for you
I will be true to you
Cause you knew me so well
And still stuck around
When I was wrong
And I didn't think
But here I am now
And I won't be wrong
I knew from then
I loved you
I knew from then
I loved you
And I never learned to love
The man I was before
I never looked back at my past
And regretted what I adored
But now I see
Yea it's plain to me
The man I was before
No care for his life
But the life where he could love you more