Pressures of society, fears and anxiety
I should get a face tat so nobody would hire me
Yeah, A bunch of feelings I cannot explain
Going through the motions how do I maintain
Not my type of vibe but who do I blame?
How can I relax while I entertain?
Pain so deep I need novacane
God forbid man I'm just saying
I wish I knew where this came from
It's like a bunch of things not a main one
First things first man I'm still broke
I mean I get money but I'm still broke
I be going dumb but I'm still woke
I don't wanna be numb so I still hope
I don' wanna overwork But gotta be the best
Vaca to another state whenever i gottaI feel I gotta rest
Please don't try to sign me unless an owl in your chest
I got hits for myself and got hits for the set
I got standards that I need to reach
I am everything and more you can ask Chief
I don't care what's in front of me ya gon end up loving me
I'm the top pick like I just won the lottery
Yeah, A bunch of feelings I cannot explain
Going through the motions how do I maintain
Not my type of vibe but who do I blame?
How can I relax while I entertain?
Pain be so deep I need novacane
God forbid man I'm just saying
I wish I knew where this came from
It's like a bunch of things not a main one
Sometimes, I don't really feel like myself
Sometimes, I just wanna go and get help
Sometimes I just wanna cryyyyyyy
But I got no tears in my eyessssssssss
Life it's sweet like bubble gum
I can't point why I feel so trouble some
Is it the life I'm chasing or the way I'm pacing?
Momma told me hit the gym so I don't go crazy
Mad shit happened still traumatized
Had to step out the mix like no more drama guyz
I lotta shit I thought that I was numb to
Never knew that's what it would come to
Yeah, A bunch of feelings I cannot explain
Going through the motions how do I maintain
Not my type of vibe but who do I blame?
How can I relax while I entertain?
Pain so deep I need novacane
God forbid man I'm just saying
I wish I knew where this came from
It's like a bunch of things not a main one