Pinegrove - Aphasia Lyrics

So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight
So long Aphasia & the ways it kept me hiding
It's not so much exactly all the words I used
It's more that I was somehow down to let them loose

So complicated I can't wait to get explaining
Your listening distended out since I've been crying
So long Aphasia & the ways it kept me hidden
So long to silent nerves & hesitant oblivion

You came & sent me out unfurling in the street
And I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking

Stick around im thinking things'll be alright
Newly delivered, won't you live with me tonight?

Something tonight was such a let down on my pride
It takes a part of me I don't got to take some things in stride
I'd pace around the place so quiet in myself
I'd wake the next & see my silence went unfelt

Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out
Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt
Now
Nah things go wrong sometimes don't let it freak you out
But if I don't have you by me then I'll go underground!
Nah but what you've got was in your reaches all along
Plus one day you'll be reaching for me & I'll be gone
To help remind myself I wrote this little song

One day I won't need your love
One day I won't define myself by the one I'm thinkin' of
And if one day I won't need it
One day you won't need it