It took the emptiest of avenues
To make me a mirage to you
But Imma show, I'll remind you, Imma show you how I ball
She's wise but she quick to throw sass
Says I make her fly but she hates the crash
Bet it hurts a little less if we land on cash
Baby let me lead, Imma run up the bands
It's day 23, Imma go a little mad
That's not a reach, it hurts too bad
Allow me to welcome you to my soirée
But it ain't a damn thing left to celebrate
I'll spill all my thoughts, let them percolate
Lidocaine for my brain, I yearn to yearn
The hair up and down my neck at attention
Waiting for your command
Amnesia, but don't let me forget
Don't let me forget how much I love you
And how bad I miss you
Just don't let me forget
Every regret keeps me in check
Keeps you from coming for my neck
If you seek more from me, I get it
Pull my strings, I'll be your marionette
It's no sweat
Allow me to welcome you to my soirée
But it ain't a damn thing left to celebrate
I'll spill all my thoughts, let them percolate
Lidocaine for my brain, I yearn to yearn
Baby I am itching for a rush
The future is lush, I can feel it in my gut
Everyday's a similar frown
It's fractals all around, fractals all around
And with every brand new face
They all look familiar in a way
This limbo's a road I paved
In the hope that you'd remember my name
Try to keep the complications at bay
It's enough to drive a grown man insane
I'm going insane