I Pray Video (MV)

I don't know what to do with my life
Maybe live the life of a murderer with a mask and a knife
And I don't really feel any of the vibes
That everybody is trying to provide
In my life
You can't make me happy with the shit that I own
There is so much more to life than just sitting at home
This really feels like the only opportunity
I can't really analyze any of the shit everybody try to say to me
I've been on my knees in some time and I gotta get up
Life is running someone gotta make it hold up
And trying to make it stop
Y'all talking bout god, who the f*ck is that
My strength I gotta earn it back
Yesterday I sat down and tried to have a conversation and a chat
Really trying to talk about humiliation on this track

When life hits you hard
Right in your heart
And when you just wanna run away from every single part
When you feel like that your life is kind of falling apart
And when you just wanna press on restart
A couple years ago I went through a hard time
Darker than the night time
I was scared every moment, all the time
Thought that everything was cruel, like a crime
It's never easy to lose a person you really had close
And for a minute, think my heart froze
I guess that is how life goes
But how can life make you lose control
I found this group of people, could it last forever
We started hanging out and I was happier than ever
Suddenly I stopped with all my worries and I'm grateful
These people made me who I am, and for that, I'm so thankful

I tried to talk to god and there was nobody there
I just sat there and stared at the bible
Walking home and walking up the front stairs
Thinking bout what I'm gonna do now
I was gonna start writing lyrics and it was my decision
And I sat down trying to figure out what it was gonna be about
What was on my mind at the time
Now I'm sitting here with my first album like wow
Don't know what to say
I'm sitting here like there is so much more on the way
Just wait
I'm barely getting started
Couple years ago I felt apart and look at me now
Writing and one day trying to do it for a living
After all the shit that I'm spitting, yeah
And look at me for motivation cause one day I will have made it yeah