Plainstate - The Scenic Route Lyrics

I can't stand to sit around
Bite my lip and wait this out again
Tell me something anything
I'd like to know what I believe in now
'Cause I don't wanna be
The last one
At the party
Try my best to complicate
Drive us there the longest way I can
Crack a window, calm me down
"It's called the scenic route" you said
Oh, I appreciate the save
But there's no answers no instruction to take
I'm stuck just pulling out my hair like a page
Of all the classics that I never read
But always said I did to fit in
In conversation
But I'm running late so I don't think
I'm gonna make it
Run the numbers once again
Steal my joy
Comparison
See, I don't really wanna keep up
As much as I
Would kill to make it feel
Like a close fight
And I'm not this far behind
But there's no answers no instruction to take
I'm stuck just pulling out my hair like a page
Of all the classics that I never read
But always said I did to fit in
In conversation
But I'm running late so I don't think
I'll ever be
On time
I'd find
A slower pace so I could stay
Paralyzed and blind
There's a catalogue of all the things
I could pick out
If I could bring myself to
Turn the page
But there's no answers no instruction to take
I'm stuck just pulling out my hair like a page
Of all the letters that I wrote to tell
A warning to my future self
(You're scared)
But you can take it
I'm running late so I don't think
I'm gonna make it
Of all the classics that I never read
But always said I did to fit in