Peace, Serenity Video (MV)

I'm destroying my ambition
Never letting go in my own feelings
Guarding what I thought you wanted
Never seems to be the answer I seek
I'm losing this battle, I've lost this war
Time has come to count all our losses
It's never too late to start this over
Never too late to try again
I can't do this
I can't let go
Never gonna let you in
Never gonna let you win
I'm ruining everything I thought was real
By battling people who were here to heal
Ripping apart my mental stability
By tricking my mind, I'm the one I should kill
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to heal
Curbing the need, redirecting the feel
Tourniqueting thoughts, pushing out of my mind
It will never let me go, It will never let me find
It's destroying my emotion
Never letting me have my own feelings
Guarding what you thought I wanted
Never ending questions, yet I still seek
I've lost this battle, but I'll win the war
Time has come to take control
It's never too late to start this over
Never too late to try again
I can't do this
I can't let go
Never gonna let you in
Never gonna let you win
I'm ruining everything I thought was real
By battling people who were here to heal
Ripping apart my mental stability
By tricking my mind, I'm the one I should kill
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to heal
Curbing the need, redirecting the feel
Tourniqueting thoughts, pushing out of my mind
It will never let me go, It will never let me find

Peace, Serenity
Let me go

I'm healing everything that I thought was a lie
By battling the demons who were here to steal
Mending my mental and repairing the dead
By tricking my mind, and renewing my will
I'm trying to stop, I'm trying to heal
Curbing the need, redirecting the feel
Tourniqueting thoughts, pushing out of my mind
It will never let me go, it will never let me find

Peace, Serenity
Let me go
Peace, Serenity
Let me free
Peace, Serenity
Let me be