PNW Jordan - My Lonesome Lyrics

Three thirty now I'm done though
I just made a couple beats too
All I wanna do is sleep
I can't work another second or I'm see through
So pale I been inside
But I still feel like an outsider
No more DM's to me
Don't send me any invites
I can't really keep friends no more
I just let em hit the exit
Know I love to make an entrance
But I hate when people look at me
Hardest part to play the act I do
Twenty-four seven to look happy
Ain't nobody ever could at me
All I ever need a good atmosphere, and the family
Y'all would always just duck backwards
Y'all would only ever keep me round because of what I could be don't be mad at me
Yeah, yeah
Be on my lonesome
Yeah, yeah
I guess I'll just be on my lonesome
I guess I'll just be on my lonesome
I was just begging for closure
I made that bread on my own
I made that cheddar on my own
I made these bets on my own
Ain't no one there when they talk 'hind my back
I let it stay that way
Fake for real, you know who you are, just say that shit face to face
I go from day to day
Y'all gotta stay away
I'ma blow up one these days
I'ma glow up on these days
I'ma do this, and I'ma do that
Man I'ma do lots of things
I'ma get got one these days
My body drop one these days
My friends won't be there one these days
I'ma get rich one these days
We gon' get close and I get attached but I'ma get dropped one these days
I'ma do lots of things
I'ma do lots of things
I ain't done shit with my time
How could I not complain
Guess I'll just be on my lonesome
Yeah
I guess I'll just be on my lonesome
I guess I'll just be on my lonesome
Be on my lonesome
Yeah
Guess I'll just be on my lonesome
I guess I'll just be on my lonesome