I want to run and hide
But every time I try, you find me
It helps and hurts
All at the same time
The words I want to say
I wish they were a blank page
I've been writing this chapter for so long
I wish this was easier
But it's so complicated
And I'm wasted, wasted, wasted
If this was easier
I wouldn't have to be here
Tearing up my heart
Trying to find the perfect place to start
I wish conversations were pointless
But they redefine
The underlying inward secret
I'm trying to hide
There's times I fear I've said too much
But I could never say enough
I wish this was easier
But it's so complicated
And I'm wasted, wasted, wasted
If this was easier
I wouldn't have to be here
Tearing up my heart
Trying to find the perfect place to start
It's not over (It's not over)
Are we closer (Are we closer)
To the end
It's not over (It's not over)
But are we closer (Are we closer)
To the perfect place to start