Poje - Warm My Heart Lyrics

I feel I've been conquered, I feel I've been shamed
I want to be noticed, I want to feel change
But still I stand hoping, still I stand here
My arms are wide open, for you to come near

I can't help you, I can't fix me
I can't stop this from breaking
But know that I tried, and I'm sorry
That I can't be good enough

I'm growing ever colder than I've ever felt
The sky's getting darker, repeating itself
The sun it just fell, believe in me now
Someone needs to, someone needs to
But it shouldn't be you
No, it shouldn't have to be you

I'm conjuring demons, abusing myself
I'm using this music to realize I fell
I fell when I saw you fall
Yeah, I fell when I saw you fall
And now, I'm on my own
And now, my heart has lost its home

I can't help you, I can't fix me
I can't stop this from breaking
But know that I tried, and I'm sorry
That I can't be good enough

Holding still, thinking back, looking at what I've lost, and thinking of all I had, and all I have
What I gave away, and you took from me, what I took from you, what we learned from this
What it's like to be confused, what it's like to fall flat
To fall back, after giving it all, I wanna take it all back
Let me take it all back, I wanted to fix you, you wanted to fix me
Now I never wish we, would've tried in the first place, this was the worst case scenario
But I don't regret coming to love you, and coming to love who you are
It didn't have to be like this, with you like this and me like this, your skewed and distant views
I misconstrued, I guess the distance grew, I expected more from you
More from me, more from us, but now that we are over and through
I can see all the cracks that you saw
The tension was crushing, it was tearing the roof off
You never mentioned that you were hurting, that's who you are
But walking away without giving a reason was too far
I don't understand, but I guess I don't need to
I never thought a day would come where I could say I didn't need you
I swear I didn't mean to, let you down
I'm sorry that I couldn't save you, but I hope that one day I can make you proud
You'll always have a place in my heart, I'm just sorry that I couldn't

Help you, I can't fix me
I can't stop this from breaking
But know that I tried, and I'm sorry
That I can't be good enough