Feel My Pain Video (MV)

Damn
Talking about some other shit that I ain't talked about yet, man
This beat heaven sent
But I'm not heaven sent
I'm more lemon scented
Fresh as shit
Yeah, hold up
Yeah, hold up
Man my heart been cold as f*ck these days
Can't trust my brain
My head been stuck, can't feel anything
Can't think these days
My mind been f*cked up
Can't take no drugs
Even when I feel like I'm about to come up
Man, something come up, damn
May the lord bless your soul cause you lost as f*ck
May the lord save my soul cause I'm lost as f*ck
May the lord take our souls when it's over with
Maybe time will heal the pain that is held within
I've been smoking hella hard
I think I prayed to God
I think a loss is just a loss
I'm just a coin toss, a win can get you paid
Between the distance to my home and my brain
I feel distant and estranged
My road is no longer paved
My soul is no longer safe
Ain't it crazy life can give you all you want
And then take it all away
I was praying for you to stay
But the earth shook when I waved
Natural disaster
I guess thats what I asked for
How long does shit last for
Time passes in fast forward
Time lapsed so fast I fell over by the time it was all over
And now the only guarantee is me not sober
Lost soul, cold shoulder, cold souls that grew colder
Damn
Damn this shit long, I've been tryna go home
Damn its been long, I've been tryna go home
Man my homies want me home
Yeah, I know my gang and my family want me home
I know my gang and my family want me home
Yeah, but I'm on my own
Stuck alone
Sometimes it's hard to leave what you know
I left my heart on my sleeve just so you know
Don't forget me baby cause you know I won't
Now I just float like boat
Less dope, mo smoke
And truth be told
I don't even feel good
Man my heart been cold as f*ck these days
Can't trust my brain
My head been stuck, can't feel anything
Can't think these days
My mind been f*cked up
Can't take no drugs
Even when I feel like I'm about to come up
Man, something come up, damn