Popular Noise - Good Mourning Lyrics

I hate myself and every single f*cking thing
Breathe in, breathe out, calm down, I grind my f*cking teeth
I'm really trying hard although it's hard to see
I climb into my bed and cry beneath the sheets
I watch my favourite show or play a song and sing
But i'm still really sad, this isn't really me...
I'm falling now to pieces
Will I ever be alright?
I'm falling now to pieces
Will I fall asleep tonight?
If you could even feel me
You might just see why
I'm falling now to pieces
Woah...
"Hey captain where you been? Its been a couple weeks..."
Losing it. Now, I need to breathe
I'm falling now to pieces
Will I ever be okay?
I'm falling now to pieces
And I ain't hearing a word you say
I wonder if it's even
Worth a smile on my face
I'm falling now to pieces
Woah
I'm stuck here in this hell my face is gonna melt
I'm playing all alone its the worst pain I've felt
So much to do and I just do it all myself
I'm really dying here and you can't even tell
Yeah//yay
I never thought that I would be this way
The sun is out and I feel rain
Collapsed in the bathroom can't feel my brain
You don't get me.
You can not be the same
Trapped in a slump i'm really loosing my mind
I hate school I hate work I hate everything i'm running out of time
My motivation lacks, the world's crashing down right in front of my eyes
F*ck, f*ck, OK...
Alright
I stare up at the ceiling, hoping it'll cave right in
All these rappers fake it, all these kids play pretend
But I'm serious, joy is my only wish
Now I'm this many, nineteen
God please let it end
Okay!
I'm not falling now to pieces
I think i'm going to be okay!
I'm not falling now to pieces
And I ain't hearing a word you say
I finally beat the demon
I wear a smile on my face
I'm not falling now to pieces
Woah
Its too late for that!
I will f*cking kill you when you're sitting class
Or on a walk or watching herons, when you're having a blast
Or, when you're reminiscing, wishing you could be in the past
You are mine, all the time, I won't let you last
Who the f*ck do you think you are?
I want to rip your arms
Out the socket and scoop out all of your brains
There's much more to life than pain
But i'll stay, remain
And haunt your dreams at night
Cos were in this together
5ever
Right?
I'm falling now to pieces
Will I ever be okay?
I'm falling now to pieces
And I ain't hearing a word you say
I wonder if it's even
Worth a smile on my face
But i'm falling now to pieces
Woah
I'm falling now to pieces
I'm really going to f*cking die!
I'm falling now to pieces
And this song will tell you why!
Cos trying to be happy
Is just a waste of time
I'm falling now to pieces
Woah
I hate myself, today was shit, don't think ill make it to tomorrow