This is for the demon inside of every heart in the universe
I remember the time you woke me
The love you showed me burned forever
When we slept again
Our eyes were burnt to crisps
And when I opened them
I saw it all again
You told me
You told me
I was in the air
Love vibrates through here
If I'm the steam that perpetrates
The end of evil once for all
Don't let me know
Just let me be
A normal man
With a normal life
With a family
With a son and wife
Don't let me know
That I'm doing anything at all
Tell me I could be a little better
If I loved a little more
I could take a little further if I dreampt a little more
I could see the end of time if I opened up my eyes and stared out my door
I could watch the ships coming into harbor and leaving all the men behind
The sails are down but the wind behind them blows too hard to notice that
Every single man in the world isn't smiling
We all feel like we are f*cking dying
The time for simple rhymes is here again
Because you don't hear anything else
The time for simple verses is gone
The time for emotion is back in your ears
The time the world collapsed underneath single sound we ever gave to it
Is gone
And I don't give a f*ck that I sound like the ancestors that came before me
I shouldn't be the only one
Who feels this way of life
The beauty in darkness
Is light
They told us,
"don't look deeper
There is only fear"
I grabbed a flashlight from the remnants of the shattered scars of the fragments of my heart
And I put them Inside of a torch
And I lit up all my fears
I burned them down
Every village of every cancerous cell in my body
I could sell it to you if you want to hear me burn alive
Would you even know the sound I make inside of my lungs isn't fire?
The greatest source of energy inside of humanity is in our lungs
The moment you begin to breathe again and think you become one
And you've been looking for the fear inside of somebody else's eyes
But not your own
And now you are lost for the rest of your life because you damn yourself
You're on a boat
You tell yourself there is no body else
Well here I am
I saw a guy earlier today at the store and he looked pretty real to me
But that's just me seeing that guy
And I mean
He probably saw me too
But he could think
That's probably just me over there talking to myself
Talking to another iteration of myself
It's like
How do you get so convoluted with like reality?
Like
Like
How lost are you in reality where you think you're the only human being in the entire universe?
Where are you to find your fear?
There's seven f*cking billion other lives on the sol
And we're accepting invitations into the new world
Every single day
The time it took me to find my fire survives me
The age when they said all the chemicals that we could hold are free
Well I told them
"I'm addicted out the womb and I'm f*ckin' screwed because I cannot think clearly the way you seem to think"
You seem to think that everything's okay
But I've been looking at the world
Slowly burn
Yeah everyday
Slowly burning away in the ashes of tomorrow
I feel tomorrow everyday
Slowly approaching me
And I can't hardly ever sleep
I'm on my toes
Looking down below
Trying to know what tomorrow brings
But in the night time when dreams are supposed to happen
I'm living my life like I always do
The darkness is where I belong
It's where you belong to you
Have I gone deep into my mind
Too far to ever go out again?
Am I hyponizing every night in my life?
Am I try too hard to be cool for you?
If I could be the shattering foundation pulsing underneath of every frequency
Too lowly to hear with your ears
Would you know that I'm the rumble in the sky
The rumble in the fear
And the rumble in your eyes?
When you're terrified of looking around
In the eyes of every human around
I am the sound slowly creeping in
Slowly creeping in to take you away from your
Entire life
This fear you feel isn't right
It isn't yours
But it's mine
And I'm bringing it back to where it came from
We are building the fear
And we're serving the dish best served cold
To those who didn't even care
With what they did with all the time in the f*cking universe
You had more time to do anything and this is the best you could do?
You are worth every second we destroy ourselves to provide for you
You are a king
We are the kings
Everyone one of us is a f*cking king and queen
We all rule the world
We all are the rulers of the world
Every single one of us is a live and well
Every single one of us
Still breathes the air you breathe
We still feel the same terror that you seed in the ground
The terror slowly creeping into our minds
And slowly taking our souls away
Taking us farther and farther down into the pain we thought we could escape
You told us we were wrong
You told us this cave was infinite in time and there was no exit
But infinity is such a f*cking lie
There's no such thing as infinity
The Earth initialized
Is just the time is what we
Wanted to be if we want time to be eternity then eternity is time
If time is time then time is time
For you to breathe
Every life I have seen
Smiles every now and then
It Sees a rose and picks it up
It doesn't feel terrified at all
Humanity should never have ever had felt terrified at all