I wash away what I once was
Not out of fear
But from compulsions to find my love
Are we obsessed with death
Are we lost inside so much dark
I hold my breathe for the end of time
Learning how to breathe is easier when you don't have to see any fear
When the day finally comes you'll have every fiber in your body you'll ever need
To ever face the poverty of parent's lives before us
I'm so sick of the works we put towards the thing
That never reflects who we are at all
Deep in the bones of our lives
Is a man that doesn't have any trace at all of what he wants
And where he's going now
And I changed everything to hold you closer
Than I could ever hold myself
I want more of life
To reveal itself to me
So I try to find
How to break apart the fear Inside the world
I think I found the way out
Or maybe I've been finding the way inside your heart
I don't know what I'm looking for anymore
But I will try to find
What I am inside my doubt
If I could ever prove to you
That I am more than just an ordinary man
Please hold me down
I've lost myself
Inside the walls of my life
If I lose myself
Tell me when my time is here again to stand like a man with you
I sold myself to be with you
I don't have to be perfect
I'm nowhere near
But that's not why I'm here
The vibrations deep inside my heart need a way out
Or I will collapse underneath of all my fears
One day I will grow apathy apart
One day I won't remember who you are
I will see a new man
I will see who are without fear
Who you are deep inside your heart
No fear or darkness to bind
All you wanna find inside of life is already here
You don't have to look much farther my friend
Don't have to find anything to want again
Look for yourself
Look for yourself
The one place we all begin
Try to find what we are again
And deep in your heart my love
Is apart of your future
That I can't wait to live inside
I can't wait to see everything inside of your mind
Doodle it out
Write around
What you are
Inside of your mind
The books that our father's write now all bore me
I want to find what my brothers see
Who are
You to a stranger
My stranger to you now
Have I always been this way
For you
I want to find
What we are
Inside of our hearts
And I don't know anything at all
I am lost
And deep in the part of my heart that wants to find what is love
What is life
What is fear
Without light
I sit in the dark to show my mind every single day
To confront the night