When the cupboard's dry
So am I
So I keep a secret stash from prying eyes
I hope they never see me fall
So I sit or stand close to a wall
Or at least I hope they never catch my lying down
The TV tells me everything's fine
And it's okay if I don't make my bed
Looking out my window at the vodka sunset
Hoping I sleep tonight
When the doorbell or phone intrude
On whatever it is that I do
It recalls some time and place that I once knew
But they're never gonna see my fall
Because I'll get on my knees and crawl
At least I hope they'll never catch me hiding from their sound
I think I started too soon
I started too soon
Looking out my window at the vodka moon
Hoping I sleep tonight
Shuffling through fragmented scenes
From yesterday or was it last week?
And does it even matter now?
The time comes to open my eyes
And I realize they are already wide
And it looks like it'll be another vodka sunrise