Pvrception - Y Am I Like This Lyrics

Why am I like this?
Why you so heartless?
They'll forget me in a moment
Ima stay focused on growing
Why am I like this?
Why you so heartless?
They'll forget me and I know it
Ima stay living in the moment

I been feeling change in the air
Like the warm weather's near
But I'm feeling so cloudy
Idk where I belong
Haven't been feeling too strong
Haven't been feeling too hot
To talk
Too stuck
On my block
In my noggin a lot
Thinking bout
All the things that I'm missing out
Going out of my way to be left out

Ima stay at home
Ima be alone
Ima chill with my dog
And give him a bone
Starving on the low
So I gotta go
Gotta get me bag
Gotta get more
Gotta go on tour
Gotta see the world
Gotta get me a girl
But it's such a chore
Being social
Being sober
But I'd be anything
Just to know her