ain't it crazy Video (MV)

Ain't it crazy how i used to wanna kill myself
Now i'm living, feelin' blissful, am i at the top
Will my comedown ever reach me, better keep my pace
Dopamine rush through me when i gaze off at your face
I don't wanna be suicidal once again
Feelin' useless, droppin' acid, crying during class
Man i've done some shit but life is still f*ckin boring
I love, i hate, life is fun, i wanna die, man i'm snoring
What an uplifting beat i'll slap some sad lyrics on it
That's just how i go the sadness always flows around me
I be flowin' n glowin' call me Poseidon, imma
Replace your mans 'cause he be looking muthaf*ckin' whack
We can be cute together if you'd like
We can binge watch movies, till we fall asleep
We could have been so much more if you tried girl
If you ever wanna come back i'd be happy to-