pype dream - ur loving arms (feat. serenity) Lyrics

I get in my feels when I
Get time to think about you girl
I've cried every night and now I-

Look at us now
Used to think you were the one for me (Uh)
Already had our futures planned
Went through the scenes inside my head
The romantic thing I wished to do with you
Straight out the door like that
Why did you have to do me like that
Why did you have to do me like that

You're the most gorgeous girl I've laid my eyes on
Your hair, the smile, everything about you
I fell in love as soon as I saw you
Sadly I never got the chance to tell you

Used to call you my baby girl when I talked about you in front my friends
Now they all tell me to hold back, hold back, that you're not the one for me

I don't want to believe
My heart is drying out
You're the only one I want
(Woah, woah, woah-oh)

My love I never thought you would hurt me
My love I wanted to spend my life with you
My love I never thought you would hurt me
My love I wanted to spend my life with you

(Oh) I wanna spend my life with you
(Oh) I never thought you would hurt me girl
(Oh) I wanna spend my life-
My life with you

I have depression with ecstasy
It's okay I kinda like that
Open my heart with amphetamine
Now I'm gonna die 'cause I know that you'd like that
Ripping my heart out
Stabbing the skin on my back now
Hold the pain closer 'cause I'm gonna black out
You don't want love, you want demons to drag me down

One more moment, I'm phased out
All this in the back of the .40 with a hate now
Hate me, love me
Ya'll don't wanna stay down
Now I'm too hot for my body to be going down
Runnin' round town with a .40 on my hip
Gotta take another body up in my clip
Runnin' round town with a .40 on my hip
Gotta take another body up in my clip

Please just take me in your loving arms
I wanna feel your body next to mine
I miss the connection we used to have
(Oh) Why did you have to go now (Woah-oh)
Nowadays all i wanna do is die
I just wanna go away forever
Leave the pain behind it follows me everywhere I go