It's been a while
It's been a while
It's been a while
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning
I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason
I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it
It feels like my feet are stuck down in the pavement
I'm working overtime, damn, and I hate it
Nobody told me that love can hurt, now I'm sick of trying
The love that I had in my heart, I swear it's slowly dying
How you look me in my face when you tell me everything's fine
But I know it's not okay
The pain that I'm involved with
So fragile it might break
So the next time I ask myself
Is this pain all really worth it
I'm sorry I'm not perfect
Even though you said I'm perfect
Even after all this drinkin' lately
This shit not even workin'
And I don't understand
How to say one thing and then another
Think I've had enough
Complicated math, its just not adding up
This is not a sad song
This is me thinking out loud
Prayin' that I'll make it
Just to see my mama proud
I remember days when we ain't have shit, we made it out
Remember them days when I was happy, shit, it's been a while
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning
I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason
I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like something's missing
It's getting to a point in my life where I feel like I ain't winning
I'm tired of feeling like I'm the problem, I'm the reason
I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it
I'm tired of people just telling me shit and they don't mean it