Let Me Down (feat. Dalin Shepherd) Video (MV)

Lost soul, lost kid
Lost toy in this town of misfits
Lost gal, in a town
Full of gals crowned as princess
I'm a ploy. I'm a clown
My life's full of lies and jokes just listen
Why with the life I've lived it's
A miracle I haven't died by suicide I'm

Always complicated
Everyday is different
Everything's the same
Yet I can't shake away this feeling
Ball of nerves
I seem to bounce all day
Summon my reserves
To eek out another game
Do I have the strength
To put makeup on face
That's already painted fake
Stained to hide away the pain
My demon's entertained
They seem to like this play
Commiserate at intermission break to seal my fate
I'll go like this way
I'll go like that way
I don't know which way
I'll just go insane
A solitary inmate trapped inside of this brain
No escape, Alcatraz, body snatched
Help me get away from this place

All these people... let me down
All these people... let me down
All these feelings... let me down
All these feelings...let me down
All these people... let me down
All these people... they let me down
All my feelings... let me down
All my feelings... they let me down

Lost soul, lost kid
Lost toy in this town of misfits
Lost boy, in a town
Full of boys bound for missions
I'm a ploy. I'm a clown
My life's full of lies and jokes just listen
Guys with the life I've lived it's
A miracle I wasn't shot five times like Pac

Thug livin
Eighteen, old enough to make decisions
Old enough for jail, a pink peg
And I don't mean cribbage
I'm a kid, she's a kid
A kid coming her moms and pops livid
Skip specifics, here's the gist
There were ultimatums given
Either get married or be shamed
To save face in the face of religion
That was the beginning of the beginning
No, I'm not kidding
Holy matrimony
My mommy opened up her home because my
Baby mama and poppa drama golly are we on Maury
Another story, poor me, a few months in
My mom showed us the door she
Told us get lost like Dory
At my core deep down I'm at fault for all the sins I've committed
I can't call the Lord I'm sure he gives two shits that I'm livin

All these people... let me down
All these people... let me down
All these feelings... let me down
All these feelings... let me down
All these people... let me down
All these people... they let me down
All my feelings... let me down
All my feelings... they let me down

Lost soul
Lost kid
One soul
Soul searchin
With hopes that the jokes and the lies go missing
Within the miracles therein lies all the why's to go on living

I'll do it, prove it
Comprehend the complex
Rubix cube it
Didn't figure one plus one would do it
Hidden truth is
T'was more like two plus two
So two didn't do it
The two who did it
They grew a little human
Disguised what's brewing
It's better to avoid the truth it's
Better to avoid the noise, mute it
Forty-three years and no one knew it
The little human was a little girl beauty
She grew to see she's different
She knew she had to prove it
She drew upon her senses
The clues, they kept her moving
The dots began to connect
A clear picture came into view
Forget the secret
Her family she wants to meet
They meet, she wants to keep
These dreams forever sleep
But she sees

All these people... let me down
All these people... let me down
All these feelings... let me down
All these feelings... let me down
All these people... let me down
All these people... they let me down
All my feelings... let me down
All my feelings... they let me down

All these people they let me down
All these people they let me down
All my feelings... they let me down
All these feelings they let me down
All these people they let me down
All these people... they let me down
All these people they let me down
All these feelings they let me down