shout out mrs. albertson Video (MV)

I want to be out of my mind
All my life i colored in the lines
And the seasons change
The years they go by
I'll go out like the leaves
Lit on fire before i die
My science teacher told me
She wanted to save me
I could be a good girl
If i let jesus in
But something in me knew
Even a good girl
Wouldn't be enough for you
I'm boring but i'm vain
I'm alone and unchanged
If i could trade in my brain
I wouldn't do it to be sane
It's so i could be loved by u
I want to not care
You're so hard it's not fair
I broke down on your dare
You could see i was scared
And i want to be loved by you (loved by you)
We've both given up on me
But i want to be loved by you (loved by you)
I'm the derelict darling
Of the deadbeats club
We're weirdos but it's boring
Wasting away summers and
Measuring achievements
By all things we don't want to do
That we never did
You're the sun i'm the moon
Always slightly out of tune
You leave and hide away
I'm left begging you to stay
My light is when i'm loved by you
I'll break every rule
If you're too hot then i'll be cool
Cut my skirt short
Skinned my knee, it didn't hurt
Not as much as loving you (loving you)
We've both given up on me
But i want to be loved by you (loved by you)
I'm the derelict darling
Of the deadbeats club
We're weirdos but it's boring
Wasting away summers and
Measuring achievements
By all things we don't want to do
That we never did
I'm the derelict darling
Of the deadbeats club
We're weirdos but it's boring
Wasting away summers and
Measuring achievements
By all things we don't want to do
That we never did
I'm the derelict darling
Of the deadbeats club
We're weirdos but it's boring
Wasting away summers and
Measuring achievements
By all things we don't want to do
That we never did
I'd be born to be a winner
If i wasn't talentless and tired
Wasting away my breath
Wishing you did all the things
I wanted you to do
That you never did