rateofdepress - why i can't sleep Lyrics

(c) 2003

You piece of s***



Coward



High on life and f***ed by drugs

In spiritual denial behind your false messiah

There’s no fate but what we make ourselves

So lend a helping hand to your god’s master plan

F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to end this way?

F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always ends this way



And now you see that what your parents said was wrong

They only want you to obey and fit their perfect mould

But you’re determined not to let them treat you that way

Face them head on, you know you can’t lose

F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to end this way?

F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always ends this way



Why

I

Can’t

Sleep



I pray to god each and every single day

Just to make this pain and suffering I feel go away

But it does no use ‘cos nobody’s home

All calls diverted to answer phone

I pray to god each and every single day

Just to make this pain and suffering I feel go away

But it does no use ‘cos nobody’s home

All calls diverted to answer phone



A million chemicals have sucked my will to live away

As death approaches I can see the light turn darkest grey

A thousand tears shed by loved ones and I begin to see

All this time I thought my actions could only hurt me

There was a hundred selfish thoughts that made me act this way

In the end the only one that mattered was myself

They gave me one more chance I’ve thrown it all away again

How could I hurt the ones I love so much?



F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to end this way?

F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always ends this way

F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to end this way?

F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always ends this way