Rebecca Julie Brumpton - My Mistake Lyrics

do you believe me when i say
its going to be okay
nothings gunna happen
everythigns gunna stay the same
deep down inside
i think you know im lying
if you take a good look, inside im crying
im looking for help, but im too scared to say
i want things to change, i hate it this way

i know your hurting
im feeling it too
i dont deliberatly want to do this to you
but your the only 1 i can turn to
and the only one i will
and to make you happy
god knows i would kill
forgive me please
IT WAS MY MISTAKE
there are to many risks
for me to take

i come to school
and you see the sadness in my eyes
along with the pain, deciet and lies
i know your angry, and fuming inside
but your doing a good job at keeping your pride
i know when you say, that ill be there all the way
your being serious, here with me is were you wanna stay
i need to thankyou for everything you have done
god knows i wouldnt be here if you werent the one

i know your hurting
im feeling it too
i dont deliberatly want to do this to you
but your the only 1 i can turn to
and the only one i will
and to make you happy
god knows i would kill
forgive me please
IT WAS MY MISTAKE
there are to many risks
for me to take

this is it
i cant do it nomore
your the one i turn to for help
forever more
and if you turn away
id die inside
cause with you
i wanna spend the rest of my life.