R3dr0se - Dark, Deep, Dreadful Lyrics

I can't seem to fight this feeling
Lord forgive me
I'm on my knees begging please
Begging please
I can't seem to fight this feeling
Dark, deep, dreadful
Daring to test me
Daring to test me
But I'm lost trying to defrost my thoughts
I feel like I'm being watched by everyone around me
A prisoner in my own brain
Like I'm in a cage trapped in solitude
So it's hard to feel gratitude
Cause I don't really give a f*ck about much
This pain hurts my brain
Please can it go away
Please make it go away
I'm sorry I can't fight this
Why am I like this
Mama I promise I'll try to be better
Better for better, not for worse
Man it feels like a f*cking curse
Well maybe it is
Let's take this kid, take this kid
Give him some issues and slap him with sadness
Maybe I've had it
Maybe I've had it
I can't seem to fight this feeling
Dark, deep, dreadful
Daring to test me
Daring to test me
I can't seem to fight this feeling
Dark, deep, dreadful
Daring to test me
Daring to test me