Rain on Fridays - Idiotic Defense Lyrics

Why do you look so sad in that dress?
You're such a big, hot mess (Hot!)
Hot like my temper
I'm raging at myself in the mirror
You make me sulk
You make me sulk!
Down to the ground
I hate who I am
You make me hate who I am

Don't sweat it, I'll play okay
Give me rolls of quarters and I'll play into your silly games
And I'll waste all my headspace drinking to forget
That's what got me here in the first place
Idiotic defense

So you got sad because I got mad
But it was idiotic defense
It was only self-defense!
And we were sitting on the couch in our second home
But when I left that home forever
I left it all alone!

Don't sweat it, I'll play okay
Give me rolls of quarters and I'll play into your silly games
And I'll waste all my headspace drinking to forget
That's what got me here in the first place
Idiotic defense

You told me to never quit, you hypocrite
You told me to never quit, you hypocrite

And I heard my biggest fears cry out on the phone
Telling me its own fears of the future and the mind
And I comforted fear
I let him f*cking cry it out because that's the kinda person I am
I guess

Idiotic Defense
Save me from paralyzation
Or drowning
There's always something