Rainer - thank you violet Lyrics

I've got milions of thoughts in my notes
But I'm bad at talking about my feelings
So I translate them to notes

Music's always been here
To hold me above the void
But one pillar is not enough
I still need you to breathe
Honesly the lockdown felt so nice
I didn't want it to end
I lived the perfect life
Days in the studio
Nights in the bed with you
Now I'm just smoking pack after pack
And I just wish that I could take back
How I've treated you for the past two years

Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Now i'm fading back to grey

Water and bread
Day and night
Black and white
Complementing
Now I'm fading to grey
Hoping you'd stay
I'm sorry
I f*cked up just like I always do
I just wish I could bring you all the flowers you deserve

Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Now i'm fading back to grey

Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Thank you violet
Thank you violet