I can't control it
Wish I could close it
Instead of closing myself off
Forget my friends what have I done
I see my scars In the dark
I cannot mask what's left a mark
Take everything from a man
See how long he'll stand
I guarantee that
You'll be waiting forever
Crawl in the dirt like a maggot
Feel the way I hurt see if you can stand it
Be the alien race to the human Brain
Looking down on me like I'm nothing
Break all that I am
Just so you can have
Your temporary moment
But I will keep on going
I will keep on showing up
Disgusting is where I started
I'm starved for the hate
I live for the rage
That you explain off of your tongue
The irony is that I did nothing wrong
But I'm accused of the villainy
I've only expressed harmony
But I fall to the trap in which that
Me myself and the world are the enemy
I hope you suffer like I did
Crawl in the dirt like a maggot
Crawl in the dirt like a maggot
Feel the way I hurt see if you can stand it
Be the alien race to the human Brain
Looking down on me like I'm nothing
Break all that I am
Just so you can have
Your temporary moment
But I will keep on going
I will keep on showing up
Crawl in the dirt like a maggot
Feel the way I hurt see if you can stand it
Be the alien race to the human Brain
Looking down on me like I'm nothing
Break all that I am
Just so you can have
Your temporary moment
But I will keep on going
I will keep on showing up