Center Stage Video (MV)

My niggas been telling me, That none of my melodies sounding merrily
That's heresy, Those who revering me, Thought I was lyrically
Decompressing, Sinister me professin
It's Lucci don't leave a message I'm here to stay
Black mirrors with images I cannot relay
My emotions I cannot display, My nigga what the f*ck I'm sposed to say
That all of my tendencies beaten into me integrated and assimilated
Mistaken for my DNA
Hallucinations come every night I don't lie awake
Hate to think that they slowly became reality
Deep depression don't show in my face
Check on your strong friends, And we gone lie until you close the case
My daddy death was the start of it all
Staggered my mom, And it left a scar, I was torn a part
You know what made it hard?
12 days after turning 12, They found his body handled by murky hearts
Hate to recall an image I blurred
Revisit therapy I'm learning how to cope with the demons incurred
Gotta divulge, That I'm way too old
Feel like a slave to any habits imposed
It's just the start of the show
What you expect when I project through Patron
Cushion the blows until I start to implode, And all the ugly's exposed
Dreaming of the secrets I hold, I hate it's weighing down on my soul

In need of a pill to get me out of this feeling
Becoming a villain, That's not like me
It don't seem real, I wanna make an appeal
I can't escape these feelings- They're all on me
Time passed by and all I see
Is a confirmation I'm not happy
Is this all I'll be? Oh no

Drowning in fear that I'll never succeed
So many childhood dreams that are hardly pristine
I'm on the edge while imbalanced in my chemical seam
Now I'm surpassing my combatants and it's hard to believe, but uh-
See Truth is only need to know
I need to know, Why these friends are seasonal
Where the seasons go? Time drags, but it's hardly slow
Just leave me buried in the bloody snow
You might decode all the pain in the mold
What I paint in the flow, Only pertains to the tainted and ghosts
Pain in the manor, This ain't a flavor that we could savor
Alleviator, I took the burden to be the savior
We all suffer, Haunted by a past blunder
Never muster, A failure to push us to wonder
Only containing the blame game that came under
The gateway for me to stave all the pain shut up

Welcome to the show ladies and gentlemen
Family, Friends... I hope you're all having a good time
As we deep dive into the mind where dreams come to die
This is no fairy tail- It's a scary hell

Just the beginning of a story crying to be heard, and that's dying to be learned
But leave your sympathy at the door
We're here to cleanse
This isn't just my purge... This is family business

You're all on this walk with me
Tissues by the shot glasses full of your fears

Rawb Lucci and St. James, Center Stage
This is a tragedy play, All courtesy of Calamity Gang