DISASTER Video (MV)

If I don't turn it to a joke it'll tear me apart
My heart and cells are broken
Chase me off just to find a ledge
In A reclusive daydream
And I won't make a change to my life but I need to find the reasons why I'm okay
I won't be your Enemy, with what's in front of me

So much for honesty
I think I'm finally on to me
That took a lifetime
And I'm not in my right mind
Only thing in my sight line is

Headlights haunting me
I can't fall asleep
Disasters all I see
I can't get out of my own way
These headlights keep haunting me
I cannot fall asleep
Disasters all I see
Look that's me, my own worst nightmare

It's a disaster
When I need to slow down I go faster
You would think I'm scared of happily ever after
I'm my own worst nightmare

When my back on the rope it's the way the way the way the way I'm used to
I crawled tooth and nail back for you, just to prove I'd do it
Couldn't relax couldn't behave the way they said to stay insane it haunts me
Called off one foot in the door, it goes on and on too long

So much for honesty
I think I'm finally on to me
That took a lifetime
And I'm not in my right mind
Only thing in my sight line is

Headlights haunting me
I can't fall asleep
Disasters all I see
I can't get out of my own way
These headlights keep haunting me
I cannot fall asleep
Disasters all I see
Look that's me, my own worst nightmare

It's a disaster
When I need to slow down I go faster
You would think I'm scared of happily ever after
I'm my own worst nightmare